Screw you guys.

[AHMETxRock]

Because seriously, look at all those posts. God damn. I'll come back and read some of the interesting ones later I suppose.

As for how I'm doing, I'm okay. I gotta wait two months before I get a chance to go to a therapist, since I'm not suicidal. I'm taking insomnia pills at night and anti depressants when I wake up.

I first came here after I was feeling really down about losing my girlfriend, and I've felt like crap the entire time. Basically, what happened is that I tried to reconcile with her in January, and it went great! She didn't want to get back together but she said she trusted me and that I could tell her anything. And when I did just that, once, she hated me. She didn't tell me this for another half a year though.

What gets me is that I have no one else to talk to. I was no worse a month ago from nearly two years ago, always thinking of her, but keeping a safe distance as to not bother or hurt her. The problem is that she said I could trust her, and it took time to do that, and once I finally could see her as just a friend, she tells me she's in a relationship and she doesn't want to be my friend anymore.

So that's my situation. The other reason I'm not on is because I'm really digging TF2, and saw someone with the name RAZIEL or something like that. Is that you dude?

Anyways, expect me to slowly return. I have a headache, and killing some people might solve it.

[Cirtur]

Hey Ahmet we're always here to laugh at listen to you.

[LordRetard]

Welcome back! Also Raziel left ages ago 'cause we kept complaining about him. Funny how that happens.

Sorry, man. When a lady says "that's it, I don't want to be your friend anymore," that's it. Even if it contradicts what she said before 'cause some ladies can be tricky that way.

[FengharTheNord]

Girls are awful. My ex cheated on me with her step-brother after I SPECIFICALLY asked her not to. But you know what I learned from that, Ahmet?

Bitches aint shit but ho's and tryks.

Also there are plenty of fish in the sea. YOU JUST HAVE TO EXPAND YOUR

MONKEY SPHERE

[Cirtur]

My only experience with women that I want to tell you guys about was a 4 month long misunderstanding.

[Apocalyptus]

FUCK YOU RUBY?

[AHMETxRock]

So that's why he didn't respond! I should have called him a turd then.

[LordRetard]

You do know that Raziel is the name of an archangel, so it's not unbelievable that it may have been someone else.

[AHMETxRock]

No, I haven't bothered learning specific names about you guys and how you say stuff. It's fairly obvious that it's just romanized versions of what the names REALLY were to anyone who bothered thinking about it anyways, so I don't see how that's particularly important. No offense to you guys, but Jesus wasn't white, and it's far more likely his mother's name was Mariam than Mary, etc.

[Edminster]

You do realise that more than one person enjoyed that series of videogames based on vampires, right? So it's entirely possible it was someone else.

[AHMETxRock]

No, I haven't bothered learning about video games based on vampires. It's so obvious that vampires are just fictional and overdone recently, and there are just so many media of entertainment pertaining to vampires when you think about it anyways, so I don't see how that's particularly important. No offense to you guys, but Twilight suck, and it's far more likely that Edward would have had sex with that hot short haired psychic girl than Bella.

[LordRetard]

Fuck man, it's Legacy of Kain. Not even really comparable to Twilight.

[smiley_cow]

No, I haven't bothered learning about video games based on vampires. It's so obvious that vampires are just fictional and overdone recently, and there are just so many media of entertainment pertaining to vampires when you think about it anyways, so I don't see how that's particularly important. No offense to you guys, but Twilight suck, and it's far more likely that Edward would have had sex with that hot short haired psychic girl than Bella.

By mentioning that there is a psychic girl in the series you have already proven that you know more about Twilight than I do. Now come on, who is the real closet Twilight fan here?*

*Hint: I think it's Ahmet.

[AHMETxRock]

God damn alice is hot. This is her seeing all the orgasms I'll be giving her in the future.

Also, a quota on attachments, huh? That's strange.

[LordRetard]

Why are all the pretty women all kind of insane and part of some weird group?